Love of my Life

Today, another love story has ended in my life. In all of my relationships, I was so loved and cared for. I was always the one faltering and pushing them away in the end. Once they are gone, I am left empty and the unceasing longing begins. Undoubtedly, I have personal issues to resolve, and for now, I think, I won’t be able to sustain any relationship ever. I am slowly accepting the fact that I’m gonna stay single for life, growing old with a cat and a retriever. It’s not something I’m alarmed of. Things would just be better that way. 

Rafael’s affection towards me was no different from my previous ex’s. He was caring, patient and expressive; and among the three, he is definitely the hottest.  Rafael wrote me this letter, which he airdropped to my phone at 12:00 am of my birthday this year. Posting this in memory of all our good memories together:

Love of my life,

I love you! 

I’ve known you for 9 months and yet it feels like we just met yesterday, but at the same time it feels like I have known you all my life. You make time meaningless. In fact, you make everything else feel meaningless because the only thing that matters is you. You have brought so much light into my life. I would be lost without your torch.

I love us. We’re the cutest. I know that sounds braggy, but I mean it when I say that I think we make the perfect couple. We understand each other. We listen to each other. We inspire each other to become stronger with each passing day. 

There are things about someone that are simply stuff that you cannot shake out of your mind. For me, it’s the way that you smile, the way that you lift that fine ass to fart, the way you make fun of my double chin, the way your eyes light up when you see me, the way you close your eyes when we kiss. All these things and many more, make you so special to me. There has never been anyone who could make me feel the way you do and for that and much more I know that this is true love. Nothing and no one else compares to you my bab and I’m lucky to have you by my side. 

Now I want to see you smile because when you smile, I go crazy. I beg the Lord to always give you His blessings and to give me the opportunity to be with you at all times and in all places. Happy birthday babbi bear!

 💚 Bubbi bub